Availability of God

     Lately in my life, I've been wondering and, well, sort of struggling with something that's been my "wall" in my faith. I've been thinking to myself, Is God really paying attention to me and all of the small things that I do? I know it may sound dumb to some of you, but it's been on my mind for a while now. When I'm driving by myself somewhere and I just start praying, I begin to ask myself if God really cares enough to listen to my jargon I'm talking about. Isn't there more important things for Him to be focused on other than my little self?

     I know what I've been thinking is wrong, obviously. God is big enough to know and love every single one of us. But it still just makes me curious that there are billions of other Christians around the world that are in so much more need than me that shouldn't God be focused on them and answering their prayers rather than listening to mine?

     By wondering this it's begin to grow stronger in me the real truth about this topic. God is God, He is the end all be all of this universe, and He is big enough to do whatever He wants whenever He wants however He wants. With that being said, He is more than capable of caring and loving all of His children simultaneously. It's just really hard for me to rap my mind around that, and I guess I'm not supposed to fully comprehend God, none of us are.

     I've come to this conclusion: God is everywhere; He's inside of us, living among us, and watching over us. Why wouldn't He too busy to listen to a prayer or 5 million at once? He is God after all. He's always available, and always here to listen to you no matter what the time of day is. He's willing to listen and hear about your dirt and all of the sin you've committed that day, and He's also there to rejoice with you whenever something really great has happened in your life. He is always and forever available to us and will never forsake us.

     "Teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age." Matthew 28:20

     "Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5