Pondering My Future

     I absolutely love writing. I love pouring out my thoughts and what I think about on this blog, but I feel like I've been limiting myself with this blog due to what I originally wanted it to be. I told myself when I created this blog that it was going to be a place for me to store my notes strictly for spiritual studies and the like, but because I told myself that, I feel like it has limited what I've been willing to post on this blog. I look at it now and how far I have come as a blogger and a writer and a follower, and I am utterly satisfied to say the least; now I want to open myself up a little more, in this blog and in my mind. There is so much that I think about and that I would love to write about, but I feel like this blog isn't the place for that. Now, however, I am going to dedicate this blog to everything that flows through my mind that I want to share, ranging from anything that I see is classified as "good enough" to be written about. I hope for those of you have read my blog in the past or are continuous readers can find this blog as a place to see what's going on in my mind that may go on in your mind, or just something to kill time with. I'll write a little something down below that has been going through my mind as an initiate "blog post".

     As I get older and my future becomes more serious to me, I start thinking about careers, as any normal college student does. I don't sit here and meditate on the one that I feel like God has called me to, but I start to think about everything. Aside from going to Bible College to earn a pastoral ministry degree, I ponder of other careers that I feel like would be so interesting and exciting to journey on that I have never thought of before. I'm not saying that what I feel like God has called me to do is wrong at all, I'm just letting my mind explore the many options that there are. One thing that has been sticking in my mind is being a freelance writer. I never would have thought myself as someone who would consider this, but the more I look into it and see the people who have succeeded from doing it, I feel like it would be such a fun job. I can imagine myself writing for a popular blog that I love reading, like Gizmodo for example, and just enjoying every minute of seeing what's out there in the world for me to write about and share with my audience. Who knows, but the more I think about my skills and what I could use them for that would bring glory as well as enjoyment, the more I find myself wanting to see what the future holds.

All I can do is wait.